Chapter..Oh i dont know

Hey guys. yes i know it has been a while since i have last blogged and dont worry im okay. Its just that im sooo fricken lost. I dont want to do anything anymore and its because of that Sushi guy. There are times when i text him and  talk to him im happy, and then are times when i dont even know what im saying to him. If i say certain things i later regret it. I was this close in being his gf offcially, it was only official between me and him, no one knows about us (oh except u guys) and a few signifciant others. i ended up telling him about my past (daniel..nudge nudge) and he told me his, i will tel u guys but its confiential so il just leave it at that. I found it hard to accept it but i managed to and same for him, but before we both opened up to each other i already decided not to allow myself get into this relatiionship. I know my dad would dispprove, dads really strict in which guys i decide to date. I toldhim i want to remain friends and yes both of us were hurt, iv cried many times, im just drained in sorrow at the moemoent. It was hard forme thae past few days, he got me really angry was soooo down at work on saturday, wanted to smash someone soo bad, but i didnt. He later textd me and said he accepts the option of being friends and its the best option, and i was like ok... I missed talkin to him of course, everything was say now it very short and vague,. Last night we txtd and he told me he really misses me and all, and i do 2, but i know its not right to make him suffer more in the long term. If i say yes to be his gf and then brings him home for dinner and my dad disapproves then it would hurt him even more, and i wouldnt know hw to tell him etc, and boy i dont know what he would do aye, cos frm what he told me about his past, hes capable of doing anything, i mean anything. And well we were textn and i told him i still care 4 him despite us being jus friends and even if he pushes me away il still care for 4 him. And then i found out that hes fallen in love with me, cos he tried so hard for the past few nights to 4get his feelings 4 me but he cant. he told me that usually when a girl rejects him and shot him down he'l move on easily, but for me he couldnt. He said that he never encounterd a girl in this that he has soo much in common with and it would be a waste to let me go. I didnt know what to say aye, and i just fel aslep, woke up at 2am and saw his text and he said I wish i can be with you...and i replied with jus ok... and he replied and told me that he just woke up to get a drink and i textd him just when he opend his eyes...scary..we think a like. And he told me that he doesnt want to let me go etc etc and he doesnt want me to let go of my feelings cos he wants it to re-blossom again...I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! im not in the mood to do anyting or go anywhere....ARRRGHH!~ Im soooo messed up inside aye. We just keep on going in circles. If you guys want me to come to Rainbows End on Wednesday u gotta find a way to convince me to go, and im not that easily convinced. ARGH WHAT A LIFE MAN!! AAARGH!! i dont want to grow up. Iv been getting headaches all the time becos of this whole situation. ARGH! Screw this. Screw life. Screw thinking, Screw feelings. Screw everything!!!!

Chapter 16: Mixed Emotions

Monday 24th May 2010: Pain

At 11am had my tooth pulled out cos then the orthdontist can shift my front tooth more to the side so it can be straightened. O man, i went to the dentist at Glenfield and he was an chinese man born in thailand lol. but yea, he injected four times in my gum to numb it so he can pull my tooth out without me screaming my life out. I hate needles. Gosh i had tears running down a little, cos it hurt a lot man...ewww....and four times was worse. Two at the top and two under my gum. OWW! He pulled the right hand side, first canine. :( now iv got a big hole there, so when you see me, ul notice that il try covering it with my hand or i wont laugh or talk loudly lol. i had to wait for about two minutes until the numbness kicked in. My lip was feeling all fuzzy and fat haha. It took the dentist like less than a minute and he pulled the tooth out. Gosh he told the nurse to hold my head and he used to hands to yank it out!!! I was thinking.. O.MY.GOSH!!!! And then when the nurse let go of my head i thought he still hasnt pulled it out, but he did. And he stuffed some cotton under the hole to stop the bleeding. I wasn't allowed to talk for half an hour, grr.. I got home and rested for an hour or so. I got up around 1 and drank panadol in case the pain kicks in after the numbness was gone. my lip was still fat and fzzy. My mum told me to rinse my mouth with salt and warm water to stop the bleeding, it was hard to not talk aye. Hard to rinse my mouth as well cos my dumb lip was still fat, eww i hated the taste of blood :( Luckily the bleeding stoped and i was able to eat sum noodles. but man i was like a handicap aye, had to tilt my head on the side and slowly slurp the noodles up one by one. TT at least i managed to eat something. I look like an old grandma with a missing tooth lol. Anyways, chatted to my friend on the phone cos he was depressed and apparently i know a lot of things about his ex thayt he wasnts to know about. So we chatteed for about an hour, then had dinner and again i was a handicap lol. But yea, that was that. Oh yea my friend (thursdays ones)- ex bf/gf) well yea, they not friends anymore, which makes it a heck of a lot harder for me on thursdays cos well, im gonna b in the middle. gonaa b awkward.


Tuesday 25th May 2010: Family guy

Had a group meeting for my marketing managment class cos we had a presentation to do for that dumb simulation game we played through out the semester. We had a meeting fors bout half and hour and afterwards we watched two family guy epsiodes. It as one of the new ones, season 8 episode 18 and 19 i think. I odnt remeber. Anyways they were hilarious lol. Was laughing in the library non-stop. I love family guy! I fnk episode 18 was about Brian friends dad having a sex change- eww...but it was funny. And Episode 19 was the quest for finding the origin of dirty jokes. FUNNY AS!!!!!


Wednesday 26th May 2010: Uhh..


I dont rember what happend here. Something did im sure...
Oh yea something did, after my 11am class, i went to the library to study while wait for my at 2 to go and eat lunch and hang out (the depressed friend). Well anyways, i was stduying for about 1.5 hours and my frined was late to class and when he got there, he was bored after like 5mins. and he texted me if iv eaten and i sadi no, niether has he, so he left class and came looking for me. I was already half dead whn he found me. Took him a while as well, cos i was sleeping when he came to level 6. We went to eat sushi cos i couldnt reali eat properly, so i could easily pull the suhi apart and eat slowly, we finished eating and we tlaked abit andi saw my church firned whom i hardly see outside of church, oh yea that was da guy who was getting all suspicious about me and sushi guy lol. He gave me that "i know something" look again, introduced him to my frined but he had to go cos his frined had class at 2. We went to the library afterwards cos he needed to study for his exam at 6 and he doenstk now anything, he was meeting his frined as well. got to the computers and he was studying and i was facebooking. Sushi guy was on facebook so i talked to him as well as textn him lol. He gave me the piano notes for Fairytale and First Time, cos they are bith my favourite :D (THANKS MAYC). I told him i wanted to learn and he said hes willing to teach me^^ cant wait. Met my friends friend, had sucha whiny voice though. eww hated it. Didnt talk much to her lol. But yea it was an alright day. Went out to eat for dinner (i think it was this day0 and saw michelle buying a birthday cake for her son. Sucha sweet sister lol. I couldnt recognise her from far, i was thinkin who da heck is waving to me, mayb the light was so bright that it blurred her out lol.


Thursday 27th May 2010: Friends


I meet up with my friend around 10.30 cos she had maccas first and i couldnt b bothred walking down there. She told me her side of the story about what happened and i pretendd i didnt know anything lol. I couldnt talk much cos of my missing tooth lol. The reason why they wernt friends anymore was cos of a stupid comment this guy wrote about the ex bf on facebook. It was a harsh comment but why wiuld anyone write such stupid offense thing. anyways, i was going to habr lunch with the guy that wrote that stupid comment as well as my friend. We got into class and my friend (ok, this is getting confusing me- Guy- Sean, Girl- Annie). Me and Annie got into class and sean was running late cos he woke up late- lazy guy but it was good, less awkwardnes. Class was lame and boring again. Sat around like a focus group and she told us a word and made us write down the first word tht popped into our head, then we will say it ou one by one, so lame man. Sean came around 12 something but was siting somewhere else at the front. We got our group assingment back- the one that was done last minute, anyways we got B wohoo!! and apprently our group got a higher mark than the smart ones :) woohoo! Anyways, class endd and me and my friend left to find her friend- char chris- i know, what a name aye, hes thai as well and goes to AU. We met him in front of Albert park and we decided to eat japanese. Sean went to AU bar to meet up with his friends, but he wanted to meet up with me as well cos he knows im with char chris- and dude he wanted to smash him aye. So i didnt tell him the name of the place we were at. After eating, we went to take sticker photos. Sean went to meet me at burger king, so i took sticker photos with annie and char chris and finished taking the second one i ran off to meet sean before i even decorated the second ones. I dindt want them to see each other or else a big arguement would haapen. Its sooo hard to be two friends at once :( i meet his best friend and his best frineds crush. Awkward thoguh, anyways we walked around queens street and i started getting angry at sean cos he wanted to go in and see if char chirs would say what he sadi about him on facebook to his face. But i didnt want that to happen, cos whats the point right, guys...arrgh! we walked past timezone again and char chris and annie saw sean, i walked to the side and i fnk char chris saw me aye, but i loked the other way. Anyways, me and sean walked the other way so we could talk cos he want able to open up while his friend was there as well lol.. So we sst down and chatted until 4.40 i think and he dropped me off to my bus stp then he went to find his frined.


Friday 28th May 2010: First time

I meet up with sean again this morning cos he wanted to talk again and it turned out that he didnt have class until 2, so he asked if he could join into my class. And i was like uhhh...ok....so he joined in and i dont think my lectureer even noticed aye cos he gave him handouts and all. I told sean about that guy tht stares at me and sean saw him and told me he was a little upset haha. Class was random played chinese whispers and to make it quicker we did it as one person from each group passes the message across, and the lecturer told the guy to come to me (mayb cos i was talkin in class) and i was like Oh no, why me! and the guy told me, i rembered it at first and i walkd over to another group and was about to tel them but i forgot haha nd the guy told me again and yea. so lame haha. Anyways, my frined( shweta- indian girl) didnt come to class cos she was having a break from her bf and she wantd someone to talk to. So i had two friends depressed. I left class early and me and sean walked outside to see her, and she hasnt eaten since thursday breakfast aye, so i made her go eat something. She ended up getting chickne friend rice at aut plaza, she ate. And we all talked abit, until she finished. she went home and me and sean chatted a bit unitl i went off to see sushi down at queen street. I saw him and hehe i was happy :D On thursday night we were talkn about holding hands for some random reason, and i told him i cling onto him all the time and holding hands or clinging onto him is no difference so he said ok, il hold your hand tormorrow. and i sadi ok, if you can grab itb4 i cling onto you. And i clinged onto him before he could hold my hand haha. we went to $3 japan cos he wanted to buy some origami paper there. He got some and we went to the korean place near the atrium, the downstairs one. And we ordered, chatted, oh andi showed him the picturei drew of him, unfinished though. And he loved it :D he showed me a clip of him playing Fairytale on the guitar, donest sound as good on the piano but it was sweet :D we later ordered this Korean Black Raspberry Red Wine , it was sweet but strong. 15% i drank about 4 shot glasses. I was getting sooo sleey aye. And he sadi my voice changed after i drank the first sip. he said it was cute and serious haha. i felt warm and fuzzy inside, i could feel the wine slowly going down to my tummy haha. But it was a nice wine. My frist time drinking wine as well and first time drinking with him. I wanted to lie down, so i did but the bench was hard so i got up and said Can i lie on your shoulders. And sadi yea sure, so he movied over and i joined him on the other side. and i grabbed his arm and hugged it while i was lying on his shoulders. We chatted for a while, and man our faces were soooooo close aye. i was feeling pretty weak as well, maybe like the very start of tipsyness lol. But i dont know, i ended up kissing his cheek while he was trying to rember what he was going to tell me lol. and once i did, he forgot everything haha. WOOPS. then we kinda like re-acted the music video clip of First time by Guang Liang- Michael Wong..soo funny. But yea, then we cuddle a bit, he was nice and warm, gentle as well. Oh and he smelt so goood hehe >O<. First time i layed on his chest while he cuddled me. anyways we couldnt finish the wine so he paid for lunch again and we walked outside. I clinged onto his arm, but usually whn i do he pulls my arm clser to his body, but this time he let it loose, and my hand slid down his arm and before i could move it away he grabbed my hand and we interlocked lol. And we held hands. I treid clinging onto his arm again, but he let his arm loose again and yea he grabbed on to my hand again. We held hands until we got to AUT, it was still early so we went to the hospitality area so he could play the piano but they were having some event there with musicians so he couldnt. We went outside and we saw the rainbow. He told me on thursday night when we said goodnight that he'll meet me under the rainbow in my dreams but we didnt, but instead we did in real life- Meeting under the rainbow was from the movie The miracle box, the movie he let me borrow. It was a nice moment :) NAyways it was almost 5 so we held hands until we got to my bus stop, and he didnt let go of my hand. And he sadi thay are nice and soft lol (yaaay i put moisturiser before we meet up haha, just in case :P) my bus came, and hugged twice, very long ones as well. I missed him once we turned around. Friday was the day of everything that was the First Time. Heres the lyrics:

The First Time



When you look at me, you look right through me before I say anything


I’m still not sure, if I’m good enough for you



Is it just me, or you have been running and hiding


If you really choose me, I will accept it with courage


My eyes begin flickering out of control


Oh the first time I said I love you


My breath was short and my heart kept fluttering


Oh the first time I held your hands


And gently putting them down, I didn’t know where to go


That was the reason to love, that was a life commitment

 
Oh the first time I kissed your deep dimple


Wanna stay sober but my head was overwhelmed


Oh the first time you were lying against my chest


And stayed there for 24 hours


That was the first time I came to know forever


I feel that you belong with me, I can feel your eyes


The first time I made up my mind, it can not go wrong

Chapter 15: I dont know... Part 2

Hmm...where was i up to....oh yea, the Hello Panda thing, wel yea he gave it to me and i gave him a hug... I was all puzled as to how i would have 'the' talk with him...So i finally said Oh yea...we were suppose to have that talk aye...And he was like Oh yea...we were...so what were you gonna say 2 me on Saturday (night of his party)...I ended up telling him that i dont want to get into a relationship at the moment and if i do, il have to be 110%+ certain. i dont wana go through another break up as its too painful to go through again and that htere are a few things im uncertain/confused about that i dont know yet but i like him...etc etc...and he understood. And he said i can have all the time i need, he'l be there waitng for me...even if it'l take 4 years (so sweet) after that i got all shy and awkward around him lol. i started tickling him cos i got bored lol. And the awkard moment was over. THANK GUDNESS. We chatted a bit more and then i looked at my phone and it was 4.40...far time flew by fast lol. So we got up and started walking towrds my bus stop. when we got to AUT, it was 4.45...sooo early. So he took me to the hospitality building cos theres a Gradn Piano there and he wanted to play me Fairytale By Michael Wong- MAYC!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! That song you uploaded, well i was youtubing it the other day and i ended up loving allll his songs..sooo sweet> .< and i told Sushi guy and he knows how to play Fairytale already^^ And yea, he played it for me...i almost cried haha...He played a few other ones, and i had to go sadly, bus was coming :( But he promise to play it for me next time but better cos his hands were cold...(damn i shuldv warmed it up for him ae :P) Beore i got on the bus, we hugged and it seemed like a looong time aye, but then we finalyy let go and he went off to OC and i got on the bus. The whole time home i was listening to Fairytale :D

Chapter 15: I dont know...

Thursday 20th May 2010: FOOD!!!

Class was sooo damn boring aye. Ms used counters as houses. OmYGOSh you know how ridiculous nad lame she is? Ok, well you know how counters are jus one colour with no names etc on it. well she gave our table red, green, blue, yellow and green. She told us to put alll the red onesin the plate and told us to pick 5 out. We HAVE to put it in the plate and not peek at what we are picking out. HELLO!! they are ALL THE SAME!!! my friend from another class had her and they sadi they left the plate out and just pushed 5 out, and she saw them and told  them YOU HAVE TO PUT IT IN THE PLATE AND PICK IT OUT!!!!! Wthang..shes soooo old fashion lol. waste of time man. Anyways when we hadour break me and my two friends left. a lot of ppl did actually. me and my friend wanted KFC and the only one close by is half way to mission Bay, luckly enough my guy mate drives to Uni, so he offered to drive us there. Far this car sucked at parking aye, parked past the white line, it made my friend very hard to park there lol. But he managed at the end after Yayy, i was soooo hungry!. we ordered the family Feast, more food and cos i wanted 'potato gravy' and 'fries with tomato sauce' as well :D lol. I ate three pieces of chicken. lots of fries, potoato gravy and colslaw, drnk three cups of pespi and i was FULL AS!!!!!!!!!!!!! i couldnt even move ae. And gutted that i wore somthing tight, so i have to suck my tummy in, while my friend wore a hoddie and she could breathe soooo easily. Damn her lol. After lunch, my guy mate had to see his friend so he dropped me and my frined off at Britomart. We went into this little stpore and i found this cute as chocolate inside this cute little tin box. It was soo cheap, only $4. So i brought that as well as another box but it was kinda like a cigeratte pack. So kuul!! And cheap as well. We walked around the mall and then outside, luckily it stopped raining, so crossing the road was fine :) We went home aorund 5.

Friday 21st May 2010: The talk

On the thursday i told sushi guy we should have a talk the next day cos he asked me something which i forgot, i think the answer to my question or something. Neways i was in class yesterday textn him and my mate. my mate was drving to uni and said he'l meet me once he arrives to uni cos i was bored out of my brains in class aye. Talking about some motivation theories...ZZZzzz.... Anyways my friend came around 1.40 and i left class. Me and him chatted for a bit until sushi guy came to the business building. Gay weather as well, raining :( My friend went to class and me and sushi guy went to the atrium cos i wanted to eat viet food there. I got com soun bi char- rice with pork and all dat and he got pho- rice noodles with beef. I said we should pay for our own but then he ended up paying..again...i feel bad lol. We chatted a bit until i finished, he only ate half cos he doesn't eat much...man i eat more than him aye...gosh... i feel fat around him lol. We decided to go upstairs to the soft cushion couch things and we continued to talk a bit more. Like last week i think he told me he was watching a hk movie- The miracle Box and told me tht its a sad movie, so he let me borrowed the movie. I always see the case up at Fasayo Asain Entertainment place but just never thought about watching it. Anyways he passed me the movie and then he passed me this big tin..anmd it was the Hello panda biscuits, he sadi they ran out of chocolate so he got me the strawberry ones..arghh so nice^^. They dont have them aat Northocote, cant find the big tin ones. To be contiued...got work now...darn it.

Chapter 14: Sushi guy continues

Saturday 15th May 2010: Sushi Guy's Bday party

It was sushi guys 21st bday in town at 8.30pm. I had work from 1 until 6 and far man it was pouring hardcore rain when i got to work. but luckily it cleared up before the night started yaay^^. At work i drank a big can of Red Bull cos man i needed the eneregy to stay awake for the party aye. i finished drinking it in half an hour and walked around with Fia trying to find a gift for him. But i ened up not buying anything until after work. O.M.Gosh when i was walking around with fia i was texting him as well and i said i dont know what to buy for you and he said its ok you dont need to, speninding time with you is enough. And i said But i want to something for you. And he said, Well what do you want to buy. And i said, I dont know. And he said, see you dont need to buy for me. And i said, i want to, Then he said, ok, just give me a kiss. I said, uhh...where then? and he said, anywhre, i chose gift u choose where. I couldn't reply bak cos i had to go back to work. I ended up buying him chocolate Ferreo Roche sumfn or rather chocloates at the last minute. Had korean for dinner before geting to the place at around 9. The place was called Beligum bar i think its called Occidental . Got asked for my ID lol. Showed him my passport cos i dont have my drivers liscense yet..i know so slack haha. It was a small place, food was nice though. Had Ice Cream and Mussells- the onle with the lemon. I didnt drink any alchol that night though cos the red bull mustv gotten to me aye, i was shaking a little once in a while, so now im not going to be drink Red bull ever again. I saw him and gave him the gift. we talked a little then he had to go and greet other people. I chatted to some of the OCF peole, theyre the AU chrsitan life group, very nice, funny people lol. A few guys goes to AUT, so i might go and join the life group there. This guy from my church came up to me and he was giving me this look saying, I know something is up between you and sushi guy. but i pretended i didnty know what he was on about and made him tell me what he is thinking but he didnt. Throughout the tnight he kept giving me that look lol, but i just ignored him. We took photos and there was a live band playing so it was hard to talk to them, but far this lady started dancing hardcore aye, but she was kinda biggish lol. The guy playing the double bass was pretty good, he stood on top fo it while playing, very good haha. Overall it was a fun night :) It was around mdnight and my bro has to drive 2 people back home, so on my way back to my bros car, there was sooo many teengers around aye. Oh the place was near that fountain place in High Street, and man the guys were running and syaing Oh we should pee in that corridor inside that building aye. But then they couldn't go in so they peed in the alleyway as well as the streets, gosh it was FREAKY AS!!!!!!!!!! DISGUSTING and DISTURBING  as well. UGH!! GROSS!!! Luckily we got in to the car before they finished peeing. And my bro was about to start driving and one car wanted to ask us if we had smokes, but my bro was saying Oh nah im all goods aye, and laughed cos he was a bit tipsy lol. And yes i know he was driving. But he drank like 4 glasses of water befpre leaving. I got homre around 12.30 and sushi guy txtd me asking if i enjyed the night and that it was great to see me there. i was like yea of course i had a great time and yea of course i wouldnt miss your party :) We talked a little bit, he was going to Mission Bay to take some photos, but i fell asleep afterwards. I woke up again at 2.30 and i replied back to his last txt and we talked a little then he wanted to know my answer whether i would go out with him., but i said il talk to him in person at his party. But i didnt end up being able to talk to him so he asked me again what i wanted to tell him at night before i went to sleep what my asnwer is and i said i want to be 110% sure before we start dating. He fell aslep. I couldnt get back to sleep until 3.30, during that time i cried, i dont know why, but i cried. I started talking to God, telling him everything, even though he knows whats going on. I wanted to be sure what im doing is right. I stopped crying after i finished talking to him, and i just closed and tried listening with my heart. I had a thought, but it made me think that i should fall in love with God first before i can fall in love with anyone else. Cos my brother told me that when you are dating, its best to find a christian and that as you guys are together,. your love for God would grow stronger each step of the way. I know that his love for god is very very strong, but mine is not as much. So i guess i should continue my journey with God and grow strnger in love with him before i can love again.. After that i managed to get my head cleared before falling asleep.

Sunday 16th May 2010: Avoidance

I had church in the morning at 9am, but i didnt have enough sleep. Sushi guy txtd me in the morning and he ended up asking how many percent i like him. But i didnt txt back. I saw him at church by the time i got there, but he was at the front. The guy who suspected something about me and sushi guy came and sat in front of me, he turned around and gave me that smirk on his face again and i just smiled. We both were soo sleepy aye. We couldnt stop yawning thorugh out the service. The service was pretty good, talked about the holy spirit that lives in us when we accepts Jesus Christ as our Lord and Svaiour. Awesome message for the day. After service i avoided him cos it was all shy to talk to him after what i textd him lol. So i went home with my da, and later he textd me at work. I replied back saying, oh sorry i didnt get ot check my phone until now and he thought i was upset at him cos we didnt get to talk much last night. But i was like No way, im not upset at you lol. i can neva be. And he said oh thank gudness then. I told him i liked him about 65% and he said he likes me around 70%+. He sadi every time we hang out he likes me more and when we dont talk or text he cant help it but think about me all the time. I told him that it happens to me as well lol, but its not as strong as his one lol. He agreed that we acted like a couple on fri and i told him sorry, il keep my distance but he said that its ok, he like dit that why he didnt hesistate. If he doesnt like me he wouldve backed off. He said that when i was resting on his shoulders he wondered if i did that to every guy i hang out and i was like No way, i neva do that ussuali, just cos that day i was reeeali sleepy lol. i dont remeber what else happened that night haha. heres the sticker photo i promised to upload.

Chapter 13: Sushi guy

Wednesday 12 May 2010: Texting

Ok, i wagged class this morning to get my stupid group assignment done, its due the next day , so me and my friends are planning to do an all-dayer (dont think thats even a word) anyways, my mum draged me outa the house to get some veges and have lunch, so i couldnt really do my assignment. Ate at Love A Duck in Nothcote (soo full man), then got home around 1ish and started my assignment. I was hungry again after i started my assignment cause of all the stress aye. So i ate chocolate..lots and lots of chocolate. TT no wonder i have breakouts :( I was on the computer until dinner time afterwards showered then contiuned on my assignment until midnight. Had a looong as arguement with my friends on msn as to who should do the conlcusion and we were planning to do it together but theni was sooo tired! so we agreed on meeting up at 9 the next day. So i went offline and texted the sushi guy cos i told him i was doing my assignment so i wont text him unitl i finish.He was still up and it was his birthday (21st) after midnight, so i texted him happy Birthday, andi was the first to text him that :D yaay, n i said i felt special and he said i am to him ><. Neways we texted soo many random stuf. He told me he was getting a haircut 2mrw (thurs) so i dont need to wait for him on fri to have 1. And i asked him what time hes going to go get it and he sadi around 1. So i told him we should meet up to take sticker photos cos its his bday 2mrw. And he agreed. we texted until 1.30 and i didnt even realise the time and i told him O.M.G its 1.30 we need to go to sleep, and then some how he didnt want to go to sleep yet and he said something about him being all shy. And i was like whhyy is it cos of us taking sticker photos and he was lyk mayb. And i told him not to be cos iv taken sticker fotos wit my guy frnds plus itss not like we're taking couple photos lol. And he asked me What is it lke if we're a couple? And i replied, i reali dont know. And he asked..You wana find out? And i said how? And he said Well, would you consider me to be your bf and go out wit me? And i replied with I dont really know what to say. And he replied with, haha, ok, just sleep on it and tell me in the morning. And i was like ok, and we went to slep.

Thursday 13 May 2010: His bday

I had to get up early in the mornign ot go and get to uni by 9 to do our last minute assignment before the due date- 11am cos we hand it in during class. I got there alittle before 9.30 cos i got out of the house late. my friend got there before me adn i told him to book us a computer. Luckily he got one and started on the conlcusion, and i did this data cleaning section thing. We finished on time, but got to class a little late. Submitted the work and IT WAS A GREAT RELIEF!!! I didnt text sushi guy in the morning so he texted me around 10 when i was in class and asked if i was awake and replied with yep. In class now. And he said aww u too shy to text me? and i replied yea, and soory didnt text this morning cos i was busy with my group assignment. And he said its ok. he then told me it would be hard for us to meet up cos of his tight schedule. He was meetingo nthe of the youth frined at 3 and i finish class at 2. we planned to meet at 2, take sticker photo, then he'l go at 3. I said that its ok, i dont want him to be all wroned out bu the time he celebrates his bday tonight lol. But he said he'l think of something (it seemed like he reeeali wanted to c me) . He told me to focus in class so he didnt text me. After clas me nad my friend went ot have lunch cos it seemed like he was going to be late anyways. Luckily class finihsed early as well, so me and my friends went to eat at that korean resturant cos my friend wanted to drink Soju to celebrate us finishing our assignment on time.So we did, and he texted me telling me to come with him to the hairdresser, but i replied with Sorry, Im eating lunch now. We drank soju, asnd my friends were all red after one or two glasses, and i was perfectly fine haha. The chick had the top half of her face red and the bottom half white as, adn the lips red lol. The guys neck was all red haha. I ordered bbq chicken, and ate the whole thing slowly. my friend orderd this pork cutlet thing that looked lyk big chunks of meatballs, looks nice but apparently she said it tasted disgusting. They planned to stay  for a long while until she feels beta and since i finished my meal i decided to take a walk and visit sushi guy, i mean after all it is his bday lol. So i got to the hair salon that was next door to the atrium, o yea it was the one that my korean friend went to. He was going to get his hair washed wen i got there. So we chatted and he got his hair blow dryed, spiked up, sprayed etc. It looked nyc^^ the hairstylist was korean and she was listening to our convo when she was washing his hair. i told him i was having Soju with my friends before etc. And when sushi guy was paying, she randomly said something to me , i dint even know she was speaking to me and then i said Oh Sorry, and she repeated and she was speaking korean to me -_-;; she thought i was korean and i said Ohh soory sory hehe im not korean and she laughed, feeling embarassed as well i suppose. I wanted to know what she said aye, but she never transalted what she said haha. So we left and we went to take stiker photos at TimeZone. damn got no time to upload phtos now. Will after work(as i say always) haha. it was a fun day, he dropped me off to my friends around 2.50 then i gave him a bday hugged, planned what to do on fri then he left. My frineds wass till there, we chatted for a while, drank the last glass of soju, rested, mocked my m'sian frined again. Then we left. we walked around high strt, cos my frined wanted to buy some jeans. She did and it cost her $169 for one pair of jeans...shocking but it was nice- Lee jeans as well. We explored the shops around High strt, and i found the fountain place that me, mayc, eva, jeli, julie and niken took fotos of when it was jelis bday. i was lyk WOW cnt believe i found it. It was a nice place.haha. After taht we went home.

Friday 14 May 2010: Sleepyness

For the first time after like 3 weeks, i stayed in my Organisational Behaviour class the whole 3 hours. Man it was sooooooo PAINFUL!!! i nearly fell aslep in there.  two of my friends didnt come today, i fnk they were both spending tym with their bf. i was gona wag, but i wanted to b a gud girl lol. I saw this random asian guy again, he stared at me everytime in class aye. He came in late and when he saw me he stared until i smiled then he smiled bak and walked to his seat. SCRY!! I meet up wit Sushi guy around 1.50, thank gudness class finished a lil early!! I wanted to eat sushi salmon so we went to the Sushi place near JinSils shop, but he doesnt eat salmon so he brought my lunch then went over to atrium cos he wanted chcken sushi. We ate near the escaltors cos it was nice and quiet. We finihsed eating, so we chatted for a long time. I showed him my sticker phot collection goes i remember he wanted to see them. I sat next to him cos i was soo damn sleepy and needed a shoulder to rest on, so i sued his. But somehowi had the urge to hug him, so i did once in a while...i think he mustv think im weried. We acted like we were a couple aye. OH! i reember i was tellin him one time that i wanted to hear him play the piano, so he recorded himself playing it...aww me have a thing for guys playing the piano or guitar or the saxophone^^ LOOOOOVE SO MUCH!!!!! esp the saxophonme...yes that was also why i liked dan lol. but i neva get to tlisten GRR!!!! bu yea, i showed him this saxophone piece i like fronm a movie, and he described what the music was  making him feel. I wana draw a pic of it, wen he telln me it, i just leaned onto his shoulders haha...ooo gosh..couldnt help it lol. Anyways, we taked abit more then i wanted to drink Milk Tea, so we went to Momo tea express, and had the Original Pearl Milk Tea, we chatted a bit more there, oh n then i saw Jasmine dai again..i see her every fri, apparenlty my uni friend knows her, and we wanted to stalk her, cos apparenlty she has amajor crush on my friends friend ( who btw is totali ugly!). After we finished the drink it was around 4.40 so we left, man it was cold as aye whneh we stepped out on to the streets, so i grbbed his arm for warmth. I did tht for a lil while then i let go. When we got to the stairs that leads to AUT business building, i grabbed on to his arm so he can drag me up, but instead he changed it and grabbd my hand instead, and held it like the bf/gf way...we let go after we got up haha. So random. Anyways we waited until my bus came and i gave him a long long hug, didnt feel like letting go aye, possibly cos i was tired and sleepy lol. But sadly he ran out of txt2000, so i told him to buy credt tht way he can txt me and other people.

Chapter 12:

Thursday 6 May 2010: Part 2

Okay, heres the pic i drew of my friends head in class lol.

If you hadn't already guess whos head that is, its that dude in the sticker photo lol. He didnt even know i was drawing him until me and my other frined started laughing in class. Now you know what i usually do in my thursday class lol. OH and class finished early but i was busy Youtubing this clip that Daniel told me 'I Keed. I Keed :), faaaaaaaar it cracked me up HARDCORE!! So hilarious man! Especially that fat kid who was DANICING oh oh oh and that little girl with those scissors legs making that noise hahaha! Anways, Had sushi after class. Went to the one near the atrium, Sushi something lol. Ate 8 pieces of sushi and some fried crab meat i think. Ate soo much that we couldnt even move so we did a bit of our assignment while we digested the food lol. Then we made our way back to the AUT lib and went to level 5 cos my friend booked us room 8. When we got there people was already in there so we went in room 9 cos there was no one in there and we waited until 3 cos that was when my friend booked it adn it was like 2.40ish. There was already somebodys food and stuff in room 9 but we didnt care and we put our stuf down. Before we could even start talkn this AUT guy came out of nowhere and asked if that was our food on the table and we were like "No", and he picked it up and threw it in the bin. Closed the door and gave us a 2min+ lecture about how we are not suppose to bring food in to the library and that they are planningo n geting a security guy on 4th floor and check everyones bag to see if thres fod in there and if there is they will either make us eat the food then go in or chuck it in the bin in front of us. Then he walked out, told the guys outside off for having too much rubbish on the floor (I dnt even know if its theirs lol). I was like wat in the world was that aye?!! Seriously, O.M.G! lol. We talkeda bit then it was almost 3 so we went into the next room and everyone that was in there left. We had to wait a bit cos there was a few more mins to go until 3. Then i saw the people going into room 9, but i didnt now if they noticed the food was gone lol. Poor them. Anyways my friend ended up loggin in to the computer and we started on aour assigment which is due on the 13th of May (Thursday, in class) Yikes. Apparently the room we are in we can see the room next to us, room 7. And there was this old man with a BIG belly sitting there waitng for his group to come in. I gave him a smile cos he was staring and he gave us a BIG grin lol. Scary man! Afterwards his group came and he leaned on his chair and DUDE his belly was bascially POPPING out lol. I tried not to laugh as much lol. Anyways, around 4, Justin came and we basically got no work done after that. He was telling us to Youtube 'To catch a Predator' cos there was a funny part about some random naked indian guy who wanted to sleep with a minor after she has s** with a cat. WAT THE FUDGE AYE!! Me and my friend Youtubed it and O.M.G. i was SCARRED for life, it was nt even funny, it was DISGUSTING AS HECK!! Why would anyone want to sleep with a little kid especially when your a OLD FAT (GAY) MAN!!!! The worst clip EVER!! After that we went home.

Friday 7th May 2010: Friends

I recieved a text on thursday night about my friends graduation, although i recieved one via facebook but it was the wrong date. So i texted my friend back asking whter it was friday hes graduating or saturday. And it was friday, luckly he texted or else i would miss out his big event lol. First class honours as well for engineering, such a smarty pants lol. I finsih class at 2 and he planned to meet everyonefor phots at around 1.30. However, i ended up wagging class as me and my frined wantd to get coffee/hot chocloate cos she had a coupon and i wanted to go to JayJays for some short shorts. So we got our coffee/hot chocolate and went to JayJays. I was about to buy this cardigan but it looked ugly, plus they didnt sell anymore short shorts TT. O well ill find other pairs elsewhere. We then went to Smith and co as she wanted to show me this perfume she likes, we walked around and around cos she was waiting for her bf to come as well. When he finally did we made oour wayback to uni, as weplannedo n going back to class. When we got to our class room, we didnt want to go in and it was basic knowledge- "beliefs that leads to behaviour" easy. Plus the lecturer cant teach well, he reads off his notes. So we made our way back down and went ot the library to do our assignments. It was around 1 and my friend bfs had to go to his friends graduation to take phots and i decided to stay until 1.30 then meet up eith my frined. I ened up chatting to mayc on msn and luckily enuf she was on a break until 2 so i went and meet up with her. I meet her frined chloe, didnt talk to her much, shes like this amy chick that used to work at countdown lol. Mayc had to go to class so i walked her there. On our way there i saw daniel adn Kyle near the food court and i was like O.M.G i hadn't seen Daniel after like how many months aye, was kinda random to see him lol. He wanted to catch up after i drop mayc off but i didnt know if i wanted to. My frined, the one whos graduating, was still having lunch when i meet up with mayc, so i textd daniel to ask him where he was and he replied with Lockers, y? wthang oi, he asked to hang out then askd me y i want to know where he is -_-;;; so i didnt reply him but instead recieved a txt from my graduating frined saying hes at albert park now. So i went there instead. far it was sooo hot when i got there aye, so i looked around hoping to find somebody i know in the crowd. thankfully enough i saw this girl from my church adn i talked to her abit and asked where the guy was, and she pointed and to my surpirse not only him was graduating but his brohter adn this guy from my church was graduating as well lol. So i took phots with them all, talked to my friends parents a bit and help them take family photos lol. i was there private photographer as they all say lol. it was fun. I cant wait until i graduate aye, 2 more years man, 2 more years!!!! lol. Anyways, dan texted my saying he was going to Wendys for lunch, but i texted say8ing im gona go to the lib to do my group assignment but i did want to catch up with himya know, i didnt want to be sad or anything plus kyle was there so nothing would happen between me and dan so it was ok ryt? so i went there cvhatted until 4 and dan and kyle had to go to jap club. dan wanted my to go to Jap club as well but i refused to but instead went to the library instead :) then i went to see my frined and had help with the asginemtn a bit and lukily found out that day i had a online test due, so i spent my last half hour trying to do it and ended up getting 5/5 yaaay! then i went home at 5.

Saturday 8 May 2010: Nothing

I dont rember nething happening that day lol

Sunday 9 May 2010: Mothers Day

Today is Mothers Day, Such a greatful day rite? Without the help of them having us in their belly for 9 months we wouldnt be born lol. I LOVE YOU MA MA!!!^^ At church today, mothers got given a little girft from the youths- soap and candle :) And pastor showed us a clip for the mothers at the end. The lady in it was saying that even if we all feel invisible once in a while, God is always by our side. No matter what situaiton we are in, we are not alone. We are never invisible to him. AMEN to that :) Sushi guy was at church again, and once again i didnt want to talk to him...its his birthday this coming thursday so he had to go up and get a chocolate bar and we all sing Happy Bday to all the peoples bday this week at the end of the service then we would all pray for them. So i went up and prayed for him and another youth frined as well. After serivce my dad wanted to go home early but i wanted to stay behind, didnt really want to go home early. So i stayed with my bro and Sushi guy came up to me with his niece and we chatted for a while. His niece was sooo cute, i played around with her a bit, tickled her...oo i wish i ot a lil sister like her lol. shes 6! >.< so cute. She asked how old i was and i asked her to guess and you know what she came up with...26!!! LOL! shes sooo cheeky, then i blamed Sushi guy for passing on the cheekiness to her lol, and we joked around a bit and then the guy who graduated came and we all chatted for a bit then i ttalked to the graduates mum for a while then she left and i returned back to the convo with them and the graduate left and i talked to sushi guy again. apparently his sister and niece is moving to Singapore cos his brother in law got a job over there, so that was why sushi guy came to church for the past two weeks, he was stating at his sisters place to help her pack. We had a good chat then me n my bro left. I had work at 3 so i got ready then went to work, i brought along a change of clothes cos i didnt want to wear my uniform to dinner.

Work was long and tirng, i was getting hungry as well. OH and i got txt4000 that day, Sushi guy was disappoointed i couldnt text himn much last week lol and he was asking me when my txt gona recur, lukily i got it that day. >O< was sooo hppy lol. Work finished and i got changed. When i walked out into the staff room, the filo guy was there and he just stopped whatever he was doing and starred at me for a bit aye. The he told me his swollen is is better, not like i care right. Then i walked off and when i was about to walk downstairs i saw him appraoching me and then i walked adonw and i turned around and i saw him checking me out!!! EWWWWW. I was wearing skinny jeans and this new long sleeve top i brought the other day. Wats gud to look man? Anyways went across the road to that Chian Hong Kong resturant, and my parents was there already but it was PACKED as aye, lukily we booked a table. So we waited abit then we got our table, and we ordered. I took some photos, but i cant be uploaded them now though.I will 2mrw, as well as the gradaution pics, i gotta wait for them to be uploaded on fcebook lol.

Monday 10 May 2010: Uni, Orthodontist

Had to go into uni today cos of my group assignemtn at 10 then stay unitl 1 and go home cos i got a orthodontist appointment at 2. So i stayed and attempted to do the assigmemnt with ym frineds but failed. It was so hard aye, we are sooo lost. I dont know how we are going to pull it off by this thurs aye. My korean frined and visit me a bit and then i went home at 1. Ate BK with dad then went to the orthodontist at 2. Okay, its final, im getting braces!!!!! ON THE 31ST MAY 2010!!!! So soon, but i have to get one of my teeth pulled out cos one side i got 1 teeth morethan the other adn it would be easier for my teeth to be straighter after 2 years!!! Its going to be a looong time lol. Hopefully i wouldnt turn out to be like ugly Betty when i get them lol. And thats pretty much about it for the day aye

Chapter 11: in class

Thursday 6 May 2010

Here i am bored out of my brains in class, feeling hungry as heck lol

i am soooo bored, my friends on bebo n ones almst fallin asleep. iv drawn rndm pics of my friends head lol. il scan it n upload it 2night lol. ooooo half an hour to go...........lookin at my mates phots nw..o man stomach grumbling =.= come on i ned fooooooooood dis lady twks too much...mainly abot assignment tho..whch is due nxt thurs...group 1 as wel...i shud listen tho..im half  listening but am lost lol. ZZZZZzzzz.....

Chapter 10: Uni, Stress, MOVIE!!!

Tuesday 4 May 2010: Fun time

I had uni at 2, but wagged it cos of my stupid ogransiational behaviour group assignment. GRRR....and i came into uni at 11...we were sooooo behind aye,  like seriously, we still hadn't hve all the information aye..was soooo stressful. I went home at 4 cos was going to watch iron Man 2 with my brother and sister at 6. So it was quite a rush to get home, shower, then go lol. it was ap retty alright movie, more funnier that the first. Not much action. Quite entertaining though, usually i go cross-eyed at the cinemas and may fall asleep in ceertain scenes until i hear a big explosion i wake up haha and then fall asleep agina. That usually happens when i watch a movie at night after a long boring day lol. i did that once last year when i went to watch Fighter...dude it was sooo boring. Like Ohhhhhhhh My Gosshh...Like ohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoh my gosh :)

These are four of 59 photos taken on Monday lol, cant be bothered uploading anymore. If you want, theyre on my facebook. oh damn i got to tag me in them, im only tagged in three of the photos...i hope my friends page aint private lol, that way you can see how crazy i am haha..not that you guys didnt already know :D

Okok, you guys have a happy night,

Until next time,

Love Lisa.

Chapter 9: Praise God

Just before i write anything i just want to say PRAISE GOD!!! He is GREAT! You know how i was praying for my gropup to finish the assignment on time (as in due date: TODAY) well...we managed to finish ON TIME :D THANK YOU GOD and my UN NI as well :D

Chapter 8: Long but fun day

Monday 3 May 2010:

Today i had a group meeting for he whole day for Marketing Research as the group assignment is due this wednesday...and we havnt even got our stuff sorted or written..in fact... :S how slack aye? I found out that a member of my group dropped out of the paper due to personal grievence..grrrr..and the other having personal problems that needed to be sorted in the morning, and another late and has to go to to the paper co-ordinator. So it left me and this asian guy in mygroup, so basically found lotsa journal article, but written nothing for the past 3 or so hours in the library. I just hope we are able to have a extension on our assignemnt aye...gosh...dont know if we could finish on time aye. OH PLEASE GOD....I just pray for a miracle to happen...later finding out my Marketing Research assignment is due next thursday..i was speechless, trying to do two things at once just didnt help. At the end..i know its bad..but we bummed around as we couldnt concentrate in the library, and plus i was hungry, didnt eat proper lunch. So me and my marketing research friends hanged out at the atrium as my friend wasn't feeling that well and we wanted to talk. So we sat down talkn then i randomly wanted to eat sushi, so went downstairs got my sushi, ate it then went to take photos by mirror as my male friend..oh yea you see those sticker photos down there?? yea thats the marketing research friends lol. Yea he wanted to know where all these asian chicks take there photo lol. We took lotsa crazy ones but my frined hasnt uploaded them on fcebook yet, if she has il steal them and upload it here next time :D Had a chat to my frined- the one who broke up wit her bf, yea they got back together this morning (personal problem chick) YAAAY!! I knew they would get back together. Thank goodness, she rang me and we chatted for a while and now here i am blogging my way through this when im suppose to be doing my group assignment. Gosh im ususally not htis slack. I need to get my act togther asap!!

Chapter 7: Hmm..

Friday 30 April 2010: Tears and laughter

I found out my friend has broken up with her 3 year long bf. Man, it was sucha random break up, bf accusing gf cheating on him while he was away in Fiji for 6 weeks. She was basically dead when he was gone. Gosh, hate it when guys accuse gf of these things aye, paranoid much? itgot me sooo pissed off at guys aye. Anyways, she couldnt focus in class cos if this as well as getting our marks back for our individual assignment...not my best result..at least i passed. 12.5 out of 20..so possibly a C+ T.T apparently, 10 people failed, 5 got As and yea therest Cs and Bs. Sucha confusing assignemtn though. So my friend was really down so me and her ditched class and sat on the sofas outside the classroom. We chatted then our korean friend came, we chatted a bit more then my friends bf (ex?) brothers gf came cos she wanted to talk to my frined and then yea chatted a bit more then we al went to the hikawa plaza for lunch as my depressed friend didnt eat anything for the whole day on thursday or friday morning. So they all had butter chicken and i had 3 pieces of sushi as i was going to meet Sushi guy later for lunch :) They all finish eating and we chatted for a while then my korean firned wanted yto go and have a gair cut cos she was going to her bfs Company dinner party so she wanted to look pretty (not that she isnt already lol ;p). So we went to the one next door to the atrium, korean owner. She had her haircut and her korean friend came, talked to her. nice and friendly :) My friend finished having a hiarcut, she looked soo pretty!! loved the hair^^ i migh consider gertting my haircut there when i need to, only $25, pretty cheap. She hda to go to work and i had to go to meet the sushi guy so we went our seperate ways. I waited for a bout 5mins then saw him. It was my turn to suggest what we should have for lunch, so i suggested we go to the korean resturant downstairs , next door to the hairdresser lol. Couldnt be bothered going so far, plus i havent been there in ages. Only went once with my siblings. So we went in, it was quite though, but the seats were nice and comfy. We shared as i wasnt that hungry. So we ordered chicken dish with two bowls of rice. We chatted and ate then chatted. We were sooo full aye, couldnt even move. W didnt know where to go, it was 4 and we meet up at 3ish. He wanted to go to the christian bookstore, but then also wanted to go to Yifarn, as he hasnt been in ages but then ddint know what to play. I decided to go to Yifarn as i wanted to watch peoplee play Tekken 6! WOHOO LOVE THAT GAME^^. So we got up and i thoght we were paying half half but then he ended up paying for the whole thing lol. So nice haha. When we got to the Tekken area, i saw Jasmine, i swear its her aye. cannot forget that face. Apparenlty my uni friend knows her lol, but dislikes her haha. I always see her there aye, like last friday i saw her. Hmm i wonder if il see her next friday. Sushi guy played Inital D and won. Then we played Time Crisis 2, and we havnt played for a while, so we sucked, didnt even pass the first stage lol. Fun game though. then we went off and got lost at the construction area in the aotea centre, we wanted to walk around, but walked halfway and got lost. So i dragged him back to IMAX and got out haha. It was almst 5 so i had to go and catch my bus, so he walked my to my bus stop n left when the bus came. fun day :) He got me happy again^^

Saturday 1 May 2010: Work

Uhh..i odnt remeber what happened at wokr that day... maybe nothing..hmm...Oh yea filo guy txtd me late at night telln me he was bored and drunkish lol. tlkaed to him a bit then i stop txtn  before eveything would repesat itself again like last time lol. Scary time...

Sunday 2 May 2010: Church and work

Sushi guy came to church today, but it felt awkward to see him lol. Dont know whay though..hmm...Anways after church i ddint talk to him but instead took photos with my friend whos gradutaing 2mrw, but wanted to take photos with us as some of us are busy the next day lol. It was nice to see her gown, i cant wait until i graduate :D
Then i went home and had lunch. Caught the bus to work as my dad and bro wento the city to watch Ip man 2. So gay to catch the bus lol. Work was random and boring .Filo guy talked to me during the break, he asked my advice as his hair was swollen AS after he go the top bit of ear pierced. Dude it was disgusting to look at it aye. So red! oh yea and he said thanks for txtn him llast night lol...random.

Chapter 6: Funny, Random summarised week/end

Saturday 24 April:

I dont remember much from that day except that i had work and that the filo guy wants to be friends again lol. Werid guy -_-;;

Sunday 25 April:

Anzac day... Started work at 1-7pm TT but i saw MaySze and chatted to her for a while doing the boring returns lol. But time flew, so which was good. Didnt have much crazy customers around 6 which was good as >o<

Monday 26 April:

Had a orthodontist appointment...Yes guys..im getting braces.. lol. Havent confirmed fully yet, but had some pictures/xrays taken of my teeth. far man, he bloodgy hang shoved a mirror down my mouth to take photos of the back of my teeth..GOSH i didnt realise my mouth was DAT small, couldnt even open my mouth that much lol....i wonder how Ilma would be able to have it shoved down her mouth since hers is sooo damn small lol. And he made a mould of my teeth as well, it was..bubble gum flavoured lol. I made appointment to see him again on the 10th May to know how hes going to be putting on my braces, cost blah blah blah and if i have confirmed then il be getting my braces on 31st May 2010....then 2 years later -_-;; i get them taken off....

Tuesdays 27 April:

Had a presentation for my Marketing Management at 2pm...far was soo dead nervous aye, cos i worte my part the night before and didnt get the time to memorise it, so i relied on my cue cards TT..at least we had it over and done with at the beginning of class rather than at 3.30...i wouldnt be able to sit still throughout theories. At the end found out my group got A- yaaay! and i was expecting a B grade lol.

Wednesday 28 April:

Meet up with my friend at hte library after my 9-11am class to do our group assignement for Organisational Behaviour. But she was with her bf doing their Accoutning quiz, so i sat aside and try to finish off The Wedding By Nicholas Sparks (Sucha good book/author by the way^^ LOVE). Then we went off to the have Sushi at the Atrium and then drank Pearl Milk Tea while making our way back to Uni. We sat outside for a bit as my friend booked the computer at 2. I ended up seeing Julie for a bit but then she had a group meeting so i went to the quad with my friend and we saw Alyssa and this guy, forgot his name lol, chatted for a bit with them then my friends bf left and we went and sat outside for a bit and chatted until 2. We got our computer, then MaySze and Flavia came downstairs to find me as they were with julie and harry barry up in 6th floor. i was curious as to what Harry barry looks like so i followed them back upstairs and saw him. Not what i expected...but if Julz likes, i like lol. I went back downstairs to my friend but we didnt end up doing our work, instead facebook stalk people lol. We found a hot as guy but apparently hes a 1994 asian guy TT WHY?! damit! Oh well lol. We end up going and we were wanting to try this caravan packed in the quad and they were selling this thing called Churros i think..i took pictures so you can them. It was quite nice, we were the lucky last ones :D kinda like crunchy donuts lol dipped in wither caramel and chocolate. Saw julie for a bit then went home.

Thursday  29 April:

Today had Marketing Research, suppose to be with Justin but he didnt come to class even though he said he'll come as we planned to have a group meeting after lunch (2pm). So slck, dont like him nemre. So it was just the three of us. We enede up going to Durios (??) that japanese resturant under Choice plaza, apprently its owned by Sushi guy's friends uncle lol. I had the Fish cutlet, man i was sooo hungry that i ate faster than my friend (which hardly happens). During class time, me and my frined planned to take sticker photos as the guy in our group was a ex of hers and she told me many funny stories about him. So we decided on the poses and all. So during lunch i brought up the topic about Sticker phots as the guy was making all these funny faces and i said it'l be soo good if we had a camera to take all those poses lol. So yea we ended up 2 taking 2 sets of sticker photos before going back to uni at 4. Man it was a crack up taking these photos..had a great laugh :D.

I forgt to scan the other two, but will next time :D anyways, gotta go n do my group assignment.

Until then,

Happy Nights

Lisa

Chapter 5: What a week

Tuesday 20 April: Embarrassing...

Okay, well i was going to uni early for a group meeting but it turned out one guy was sick and the other guy is going to be late. My friend said shes coming around 12.30, so I texted (we should call him Justin) and asked if he was at uni, since he wanted help, but it turned out he just woke up lol. I met my frnd sat 12.30 and helped her retrieve data from the computer labs all the way till 2.30. We skipped class (Marketing Management) for a bit cos she decided to re-start her whole assigment. After getting all the data we went to eat something before going to class and i saw Alvin sitting outside in the quad, so i went up and talked to him for a while while my frnd went to get fries. I havnt seen much other BC people in ages apart from my friends, so it was good to catch up with things. later on, we went to class at 3 and i recieved a text from Justin at 4 saying His heads gonna explode cos of da assignment lol. And i replied telling him my class gona finish soon. And he asked if i was gona go home or come n visit him in the lib. And i said I might pop by for a bit and help him out. At the end i couldn't cos my lecturere wanted to talk to my group cos we'r doing the presentaion next week (which i have not done, damit) and it took all the way unitl 4.40. so i decided to walk my friend to the bus stop which is up at Symonds Stret. while walking there we decided to cut through the quad, and i txtd him askin whereabts in the lib is he and he said hes chilling outside. I was searching around for him but i couldn't find him so i continued walking my friend,but then it turned out he was RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF ME with 3 of his mates. OMGosh..i didn't want to make a scene by waving to him cos it would be embarassing if i didn and he didnt see it lol. So i walked past and he called my name out and asked where i was going and i told him i was going to drop my friend off at the bus stop and i walked off. And after i walked off his friend and my friend started giggling. ARGH sooo embarassing man. i didnt know what to do, so i texted him after i dropped my friend off tellin him i was goina go home cos it was 5 or else il might miss my bus. I didnt want to see him again after that awkward moment lol. I dont know why i was embarrassed though. And that was that for that day.

Wednesday 21 April: Waiting...

I finished class at 11 and wanted to go home early so i could finish my assignment off, so i told my dad to pick my up at 11.20 at Akoranga. By the time i got there, he wasn't there. So i waited and waited and waited until it was 12 and he still wasnt there. I was hungry as well, so decided to alk to the cafeteria area and buy some sushi. far man, Akoranga students loook waaay scarier than the ones in town. I guess, cos a majority of them was wearing nursing uniforms, and man the cafertiera was PACKED! i kinda felt out of place being in there mayb cos i study the one town and didnt know anyone in there. So i got my sushi and quickly walked out. My dad still wasn't there. Luckily my frnd was txtn me to keep me compnay lol. After i finished eating, he still wasnt there and i got very annoyed, it was 12.20 and my bus has come and gone 4 times. I was thinkn if he isnt here by 1 il walk to the other bus stop and catch the bus home, even though i dont know if the bus goes BayView. Luckily, my dad came at 12.40! so i waited 1 hour and 20mins for him, i got a bit angus in the car. So i dint talk to him much until i got home and i was all better lol.Oh and yea, my group assigment for Consumer Behaviour which was due in the holidays, we got B! yayy. and the average in the class was C+ i felt proud haha.

Thursday 22 April: Laughter...

I have Marketing research on thrusdays which means Justin is there, i dont know how i would feel around him after that little awkawrd moment the other day lol. So i meet up with my classmate Annie when i got into town and me and her chatted unitl class started. She used to date this guy in my group (shes in my group too as well as Justin) and she told me soo much funny stories about him and his fat. I know its sad, but it sooo funny the way she tells me. So she was telling me before the holidays about how i should poke him and feel the fat in his waist and watch him wobble as well as his A- Cups lol. Sadly, we couldnt experiment it befor the holidays cos he didnt come. Luckily he came today and we were having a group meeting after lunch in the lib. Justin didnt come to class but he said he'l come for the meeting and meet us for lunch. So class was over and we decided to have Kebabs from last time. We went to the one in IMAX and justin came. We all ate (except the guy cos he had BK durng class- fatty (il call him fatty) and went to the lib. We got a computer and started our assignment, Justin wanted to go and do his assigment so he went off. Fatty was a fast typer so he typed up the work, but we were all having blonde moments and didnt knw what exaclty to do. Once we did it was like 30mins later lol. Annie gave me the look tellin me i should poke fatty and i strted giggling non-stop. I poked her telling her to poke him and she did and he jumped off his seat and i started laughing. Man, us three was the loudest in the computer labs. I had the giggles for like 20mins and he got a bit annoyed at us poking him and he wanted to go home, so i promised not to distract him anymore. And Annie poked him one more time and i say his A-Cups bounce lol. And then i started laughing again. It was such a funny time. We left at 4 cos i wanted to go to my friends shop to buy stickers for my phone, cos it was getting all dirty and peeling off. I ended up buying some star stickers, its nice and pretty. Havnt had the time to put them on yet cos of my assignment. OH! i forgot, i got my results for my Marketing research assignment which was due before the holidays. Man that assigment was sooo confusing. but i gt a B+ YAAY! i wouldv gotten a A or A- if my stupoid conclusion wasnt "too general" and i got some marks deducted for having a few minor mistakes. DAMIT!! Later that night i finished my assigment for Marketing Management! FINALLY!

Friday 23 April: Friends...

It was sucha relief to have completed my assigment, but i had to go to Uni and print my assignment off cos my printer ran out of ink. GRR. So i textd my uni friend asking her to come with me to print off my assignment after class at 2 (shes in my class as well). And she was all good with it. I was textn my friend while waiting for the bus and planned up meeting with him at 2.30 cos he said he'l buy me sushi from last time lol. I went to class hoping to get my results for Organisational Behaivour and it turned out my lecturer had a sick wife in the holidays so he had no time to mark them. GRR. So i have to wait for another week unitl i get my results back. Gosh im freaking out man. Cos one of my friend in the other class failed hers...EEKKK!! Anyways, after knowing we wont get our assigments back, me and my two friends decided to gap it as all the things hes teaching today are basic knowledge- Emotions and Perceptions in the workplace (basic? Yeah?) lol. So they we went to print my assigment off and went ot IMAX for lunch. I didnt want to be rude to my guy mate for eating lunch without him, so i didnt eat (plus i wasnt hungry yet). So my friends ate while chatting until my friend had to go to work at 3 so my other friend wants to go shoe shopping for her uncles 21st. So we went to Number 1 shoe warehouse and she found the perfect shoes. I was going to meet myguy mate at 2.30 but he was running late, and my friend's group is late as well so we decided to go to Jay Jays to browse around. We ended up buying short shorts for $10, very cheap. I need some as well^^. I was scared i couldnt fit it cos it was a 8, but luckily i can and with a bit of gap left yaay (my diet is working :D). I went to drop my friend off at the AUT lib to kill some time before my friend gets here. So when i was wlaking back donw, my Marketing Mangement member rang me asking me about the presentaion (the one who was sick) i couldnt understand his eng cos hes german, but luckily i asked wehre he was and he was a tWhitcoulls soi walked down to him and we talked about the presentiaon (soo confusing ><). Then i quickly walked to Atrium to find my friend, but i couldnt find him. I waited around for like 5mins trying to find him unitl finally decided to meet outside rather than inside lol (how smart). So we had sushi (he buy :D) and chatted for a bit. i havent hanged out with him since last year around this time i think, so it was good to meet up with him rather than text all the time. We walked around yifarn then to borders and kid around there like littles kids lol, especially me lol. So fun :) havnet done that in ages.. Mayb cos i finally finished my assignment and felt a bit relaxed lol. So we hunged out unil 5 cos he had to go to OCF and i had to go home, so he walked me to my bus stop and waited unitl my bus came. It came after 5mins, and i gave him a hug and got on the bus. Quite a fun day :D

Unitl then,

Love Lisa.