Saturday, May 29, 2010

Chapter 16: Mixed Emotions

Monday 24th May 2010: Pain


At 11am had my tooth pulled out cos then the orthdontist can shift my front tooth more to the side so it can be straightened. O man, i went to the dentist at Glenfield and he was an chinese man born in thailand lol. but yea, he injected four times in my gum to numb it so he can pull my tooth out without me screaming my life out. I hate needles. Gosh i had tears running down a little, cos it hurt a lot man...ewww....and four times was worse. Two at the top and two under my gum. OWW! He pulled the right hand side, first canine. :( now iv got a big hole there, so when you see me, ul notice that il try covering it with my hand or i wont laugh or talk loudly lol. i had to wait for about two minutes until the numbness kicked in. My lip was feeling all fuzzy and fat haha. It took the dentist like less than a minute and he pulled the tooth out. Gosh he told the nurse to hold my head and he used to hands to yank it out!!! I was thinking.. O.MY.GOSH!!!! And then when the nurse let go of my head i thought he still hasnt pulled it out, but he did. And he stuffed some cotton under the hole to stop the bleeding. I wasn't allowed to talk for half an hour, grr.. I got home and rested for an hour or so. I got up around 1 and drank panadol in case the pain kicks in after the numbness was gone. my lip was still fat and fzzy. My mum told me to rinse my mouth with salt and warm water to stop the bleeding, it was hard to not talk aye. Hard to rinse my mouth as well cos my dumb lip was still fat, eww i hated the taste of blood :( Luckily the bleeding stoped and i was able to eat sum noodles. but man i was like a handicap aye, had to tilt my head on the side and slowly slurp the noodles up one by one. TT at least i managed to eat something. I look like an old grandma with a missing tooth lol. Anyways, chatted to my friend on the phone cos he was depressed and apparently i know a lot of things about his ex thayt he wasnts to know about. So we chatteed for about an hour, then had dinner and again i was a handicap lol. But yea, that was that. Oh yea my friend (thursdays ones)- ex bf/gf) well yea, they not friends anymore, which makes it a heck of a lot harder for me on thursdays cos well, im gonna b in the middle. gonaa b awkward.


Tuesday 25th May 2010: Family guy


Had a group meeting for my marketing managment class cos we had a presentation to do for that dumb simulation game we played through out the semester. We had a meeting fors bout half and hour and afterwards we watched two family guy epsiodes. It as one of the new ones, season 8 episode 18 and 19 i think. I odnt remeber. Anyways they were hilarious lol. Was laughing in the library non-stop. I love family guy! I fnk episode 18 was about Brian friends dad having a sex change- eww...but it was funny. And Episode 19 was the quest for finding the origin of dirty jokes. FUNNY AS!!!!!


Wednesday 26th May 2010: Uhh..


I dont rember what happend here. Something did im sure...
Oh yea something did, after my 11am class, i went to the library to study while wait for my at 2 to go and eat lunch and hang out (the depressed friend). Well anyways, i was stduying for about 1.5 hours and my frined was late to class and when he got there, he was bored after like 5mins. and he texted me if iv eaten and i sadi no, niether has he, so he left class and came looking for me. I was already half dead whn he found me. Took him a while as well, cos i was sleeping when he came to level 6. We went to eat sushi cos i couldnt reali eat properly, so i could easily pull the suhi apart and eat slowly, we finished eating and we tlaked abit andi saw my church firned whom i hardly see outside of church, oh yea that was da guy who was getting all suspicious about me and sushi guy lol. He gave me that "i know something" look again, introduced him to my frined but he had to go cos his frined had class at 2. We went to the library afterwards cos he needed to study for his exam at 6 and he doenstk now anything, he was meeting his frined as well. got to the computers and he was studying and i was facebooking. Sushi guy was on facebook so i talked to him as well as textn him lol. He gave me the piano notes for Fairytale and First Time, cos they are bith my favourite :D (THANKS MAYC). I told him i wanted to learn and he said hes willing to teach me^^ cant wait. Met my friends friend, had sucha whiny voice though. eww hated it. Didnt talk much to her lol. But yea it was an alright day. Went out to eat for dinner (i think it was this day0 and saw michelle buying a birthday cake for her son. Sucha sweet sister lol. I couldnt recognise her from far, i was thinkin who da heck is waving to me, mayb the light was so bright that it blurred her out lol.


Thursday 27th May 2010: Friends


I meet up with my friend around 10.30 cos she had maccas first and i couldnt b bothred walking down there. She told me her side of the story about what happened and i pretendd i didnt know anything lol. I couldnt talk much cos of my missing tooth lol. The reason why they wernt friends anymore was cos of a stupid comment this guy wrote about the ex bf on facebook. It was a harsh comment but why wiuld anyone write such stupid offense thing. anyways, i was going to habr lunch with the guy that wrote that stupid comment as well as my friend. We got into class and my friend (ok, this is getting confusing me- Guy- Sean, Girl- Annie). Me and Annie got into class and sean was running late cos he woke up late- lazy guy but it was good, less awkwardnes. Class was lame and boring again. Sat around like a focus group and she told us a word and made us write down the first word tht popped into our head, then we will say it ou one by one, so lame man. Sean came around 12 something but was siting somewhere else at the front. We got our group assingment back- the one that was done last minute, anyways we got B wohoo!! and apprently our group got a higher mark than the smart ones :) woohoo! Anyways, class endd and me and my friend left to find her friend- char chris- i know, what a name aye, hes thai as well and goes to AU. We met him in front of Albert park and we decided to eat japanese. Sean went to AU bar to meet up with his friends, but he wanted to meet up with me as well cos he knows im with char chris- and dude he wanted to smash him aye. So i didnt tell him the name of the place we were at. After eating, we went to take sticker photos. Sean went to meet me at burger king, so i took sticker photos with annie and char chris and finished taking the second one i ran off to meet sean before i even decorated the second ones. I dindt want them to see each other or else a big arguement would haapen. Its sooo hard to be two friends at once :( i meet his best friend and his best frineds crush. Awkward thoguh, anyways we walked around queens street and i started getting angry at sean cos he wanted to go in and see if char chirs would say what he sadi about him on facebook to his face. But i didnt want that to happen, cos whats the point right, guys...arrgh! we walked past timezone again and char chris and annie saw sean, i walked to the side and i fnk char chris saw me aye, but i loked the other way. Anyways, me and sean walked the other way so we could talk cos he want able to open up while his friend was there as well lol.. So we sst down and chatted until 4.40 i think and he dropped me off to my bus stp then he went to find his frined.


Friday 28th May 2010: First time


I meet up with sean again this morning cos he wanted to talk again and it turned out that he didnt have class until 2, so he asked if he could join into my class. And i was like uhhh...ok....so he joined in and i dont think my lectureer even noticed aye cos he gave him handouts and all. I told sean about that guy tht stares at me and sean saw him and told me he was a little upset haha. Class was random played chinese whispers and to make it quicker we did it as one person from each group passes the message across, and the lecturer told the guy to come to me (mayb cos i was talkin in class) and i was like Oh no, why me! and the guy told me, i rembered it at first and i walkd over to another group and was about to tel them but i forgot haha nd the guy told me again and yea. so lame haha. Anyways, my frined( shweta- indian girl) didnt come to class cos she was having a break from her bf and she wantd someone to talk to. So i had two friends depressed. I left class early and me and sean walked outside to see her, and she hasnt eaten since thursday breakfast aye, so i made her go eat something. She ended up getting chickne friend rice at aut plaza, she ate. And we all talked abit, until she finished. she went home and me and sean chatted a bit unitl i went off to see sushi down at queen street. I saw him and hehe i was happy :D On thursday night we were talkn about holding hands for some random reason, and i told him i cling onto him all the time and holding hands or clinging onto him is no difference so he said ok, il hold your hand tormorrow. and i sadi ok, if you can grab itb4 i cling onto you. And i clinged onto him before he could hold my hand haha. we went to $3 japan cos he wanted to buy some origami paper there. He got some and we went to the korean place near the atrium, the downstairs one. And we ordered, chatted, oh andi showed him the picturei drew of him, unfinished though. And he loved it :D he showed me a clip of him playing Fairytale on the guitar, donest sound as good on the piano but it was sweet :D we later ordered this Korean Black Raspberry Red Wine , it was sweet but strong. 15% i drank about 4 shot glasses. I was getting sooo sleey aye. And he sadi my voice changed after i drank the first sip. he said it was cute and serious haha. i felt warm and fuzzy inside, i could feel the wine slowly going down to my tummy haha. But it was a nice wine. My frist time drinking wine as well and first time drinking with him. I wanted to lie down, so i did but the bench was hard so i got up and said Can i lie on your shoulders. And sadi yea sure, so he movied over and i joined him on the other side. and i grabbed his arm and hugged it while i was lying on his shoulders. We chatted for a while, and man our faces were soooooo close aye. i was feeling pretty weak as well, maybe like the very start of tipsyness lol. But i dont know, i ended up kissing his cheek while he was trying to rember what he was going to tell me lol. and once i did, he forgot everything haha. WOOPS. then we kinda like re-acted the music video clip of First time by Guang Liang- Michael Wong..soo funny. But yea, then we cuddle a bit, he was nice and warm, gentle as well. Oh and he smelt so goood hehe >O<. First time i layed on his chest while he cuddled me. anyways we couldnt finish the wine so he paid for lunch again and we walked outside. I clinged onto his arm, but usually whn i do he pulls my arm clser to his body, but this time he let it loose, and my hand slid down his arm and before i could move it away he grabbed my hand and we interlocked lol. And we held hands. I treid clinging onto his arm again, but he let his arm loose again and yea he grabbed on to my hand again. We held hands until we got to AUT, it was still early so we went to the hospitality area so he could play the piano but they were having some event there with musicians so he couldnt. We went outside and we saw the rainbow. He told me on thursday night when we said goodnight that he'll meet me under the rainbow in my dreams but we didnt, but instead we did in real life- Meeting under the rainbow was from the movie The miracle box, the movie he let me borrow. It was a nice moment :) NAyways it was almost 5 so we held hands until we got to my bus stop, and he didnt let go of my hand. And he sadi thay are nice and soft lol (yaaay i put moisturiser before we meet up haha, just in case :P) my bus came, and hugged twice, very long ones as well. I missed him once we turned around. Friday was the day of everything that was the First Time. Heres the lyrics:

The First Time



When you look at me, you look right through me before I say anything


I’m still not sure, if I’m good enough for you



Is it just me, or you have been running and hiding


If you really choose me, I will accept it with courage


My eyes begin flickering out of control


Oh the first time I said I love you


My breath was short and my heart kept fluttering


Oh the first time I held your hands


And gently putting them down, I didn’t know where to go


That was the reason to love, that was a life commitment

 

Oh the first time I kissed your deep dimple


Wanna stay sober but my head was overwhelmed


Oh the first time you were lying against my chest


And stayed there for 24 hours


That was the first time I came to know forever


I feel that you belong with me, I can feel your eyes


The first time I made up my mind, it can not go wrong

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